hmm.. things doesnt seems fine afterall in the new class.. the 1st semester juz ended and people are starting 2 show their true self... backstabbed and bleeding nt on my back but in my heart.. the sense of betrayal was too hard 2 accept..
they said dat i was dominating during projects... wad they saw was the cause.. had they bother to find out the reason? wad they did was kept quiet n suffer the domination i had... without any question ask.. i knew i was giving them pressure but i dont think its dat much.. this semester was so pack and rushed and we need to get things done quick... we cant afford to waste time juz to decide on small matter.. any prob shld be voiced out n solved instead of waiting n waiting.. of cos i will need to step up and say wad i feel... as i result i was dominating.. my attitude suck, i dun care bout wad others feel.. have they asked themselve whether they know hw i felt wad i gone thru and the stress i had 2 endure.. human are selfish n shallow always believing that they are correct and believe in the 1st story they hear about a person thus making their decision on the person...
Was wad i did wrong? y no one wanted me? m i worst off den a slacker in a grp.. i did my part trying my best to offer to the group.. wad i gt in the end was discrimination on me and all the finger pointing 2 my direction pushing the blame 2 me? Is this the only way out? i doubt so.. i strongly doubt so..
They said i was dominating bt dare nt tell me? isit my fault? M i too dominating dat u are unable to talk, or u all simply a wimp/ weakling dat dare not voice out wad u feel? can someone give me an answer? i really need an answer Both side are at fault, but y push all the blame to me? Its not that we are not producing results. if we are not, i strongly believe its purely my fault.. but we are not that bad afterall so y me? WHY!!!!!!
I know a few months is not enough 2 gauge a person but i m being gauge.. i know there are people who understand me and there are ppl who dun.. there is nothing i can do
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