Blogging with my phone nw.. Had this tot today while walking past e temple.. I looked inside thinking when was e last time i went into one to pray.. I cant recall i really cant..
It made me realise dat i m a person who wont ask for help unless i really need to esp from GOD.. deities or fairies.. Maybe i dont believe in it afterall becos i did tried and i failed.. Maybe i m nt sincere enuff ba.. I start to believe dat having a religion is actually a sort of spiritual relief for the person as they can have a peace of mind n heart after doin so.. Nt sure hw many ppl agree with this..
My aunt told me that my mum once told her not to be a good person becos good person dies early.. My mum forgot to practice it ba.. Maybe u shld be a freaking bad person to the ppl ard me so that i wont die young n leave my love ones behind..
